Not a Good Day😞

Hello world, I’m finally stirring around and trying to get things done. Today just wasn’t a good day at all, I’m a little tired of these crazy brain moments. Yesterday I was on cloud 9, had my first Christmas party with the kiddos and the parents brought me plenty of gifts. I was so overwhelmed with the fact that they appreciate me so much. I have only been there 3 months and they are raving about me, I also received a massage gift card from one of my clients because he appreciates all I do. So why do I feel like crap today??????? I got up to do a few things and tried to hold it together because my son was home, but when he left I just cried my eyes out. My brain just went down south, “to do or not to do”, “to feel or not to feel”!!!!! I just can’t get it together to save  my life, I just feel awful today. I laid in the bed no motivation at all, my body is tired and mentally I’m tired too. My husband asks “what’s wrong”? I can’t explain it and if I could I doubt he or anyone would understand. That’s the problem I have no one to talk with and if I did, I usually get the friend that tells me “it will be ok”, or the friend that pretends to feel my pain then roll eyes behind my back. I just can’t win for losing with this damn depression, I mean it’s taking over my life and I really thought I had come a long way. Guess not!!!!!! Oh well I will see what the night brings, maybe I’ll feel better tomorrow. Until then back in the bed I go with the TV and some food, the eating is starting to get out of hand too. If I’m not drinking, I’m eating and both are totally bad for me. I got nothing accomplished today and I’m so mad at myself for not being able to take some time for myself. Tomorrow is a new day….chat soon

Ms. Fran


6 thoughts on “Not a Good Day😞

  1. A @ Inner Ramblings Boulevard says:

    Sometimes we just have to accept that nothing will get accomplished and resolve to try again tmrw.

    Having a crappy day myself. I too have friends that say all will be well. Sometimes, even though they mean well, I agree, it’s not what we want to hear. Sometimes, the pen, and the bed are the only things that understand. Sometimes a good long nap will set me straight. Sometimes a long hot shower will do the trick. Sometimes, a good cry can be cleansing too as well as some comfort food. What ever works. It’s all part of the process.

    Hope you feel better soon.
    Sending hugs. 🌷

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  2. purplebutterfly964 says:

    Thank you for writing this. A lot of times I want to give comforting words, but I’m not sure of what to say. You put things in a different perspective for me.

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