Good morning bloggers, I’m back after some much needed rest! Had a little mental breakdown, but I’m up a ready to go again!!! This past week has been really rough and I officially realized that I need some major help!!! So on Monday I will be assigned a therapist and a nurse, they have also set me up for some group therapy!!! I can’t tell you how excited I am about seeking help!!! Nope I don’t feel ashame or sad, this was the best decision I have made in a while!! After this last “moment” I saw some really ignorant people who came out of the woodwork. People still believing that if I stop drinking so much, my depression will somehow go away. Or, if I stop thinking negatively it will all go away, people people it doesn’t work like that!!??? Seriously no one has a clue about what it’s like to be in this situation, this state of mind, this constant state of despair!! If you don’t know what to say…then don’t say shit, your not helping me with your stupidity!!! Well enough of that…I missed you all and wanted to thank you for the kind encouraging words!!! Like I said before you can’t keep a Diva down!!!! Chat soon….