This pic sums my life up exactly!!! Well it was to good to be true, my insurance won’t cover my treatment at all!!! Now What???? I knew yesterday my gut was telling me something, but I tried to remain positive. This is why I hate getting too happy about anything lately! I don’t know what I’m going to do, how do you not cover Mental Illness???😳Then the new Orange Dictator wants to dismantle the ACA(ObamaCare), what the hell??? How can American leaders be so nonchalant about Mental Health? How do people not know this is a serious disease? I can’t imagine God wanting me to die this way. Sad, depressed, worried, anxious and suicidal! Something has to give, I just don’t want to live the rest of my life like this!!! Just so pissed I let myself get so happy about seeking treatment. It’s like every plan I have isn’t good enough. How can wanting to seek help be bad? I prayed for God to see me through this…what gives?!!? I’m starting to second guess everything, no more planning!! Just going to wake up and just do enough to get by. Just going to go with the flow and see where I end up without any planning. So not feeling well tonight…..chat soon!