Happy Sunday all, hoping everyone is enjoying the day so far. I woke up a little confused this morning about some things, not knowing what I should do. So today I’m not going around liying that I’m feelong good. I feel ok, and that’s it! I’m not happy, I’m not to sad…just a little in between today. I was going to go into a long rant about it, but while cooking breakfast and dinner, I just kind of calmed down. Cooking relaxes me, especially since I fixed my famous lasagna and a nice salad. I have found myself stress eating again, I guess this is better than drinking but now I feel the wait coming back on. Hell I can’t win for losing sometimes, on a lighter note…I got to meet my sons new girlfriend from Texas. She is really cute and seems nice, she practically falls all over him and laughs at anything that nut son of mines does. He seemed kind of happy, and I guess that’s all that matters. I don’t want to be overbearing and I definately don’t want to ruin our relationship. With everything he has going on with this stupid case, the last thing I want to do is make him feel any lower about his decisions. So yesterday was pretty good and then I was off to bed pretty earlier, I’m starting to feel really dizzy and achy lately. All I want to do is stay in bed and not leave my house, I feel myself slipping back into my little world of depression. Hopefully this week I’ll hear back from my insurance company, I really got to get somehing going on in the form of help. Oh well not going to go on to much, the weather is nice so I’ll go walk the pup and get some fresh air. Maybe the walk will do me some good and I can clear my head…chat soon.