Archive | March 2017

Having Hope After a Bad Day With Depression | The Mighty

https://themighty.com/2017/03/hope-bad-day-depression/

So glad I’m not alone in feeling this way, some days I’m and the next I’m down! This week has definitely been a down week! Feeling like I can’t go on, then the next week shows up and I’m back up and running! So exhausting 😔

Ms. Fran

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It’s Friday and Guess What?? I’m tired….

Good afternoon all, it’s Friday and all I want to do is stay in bed. I was thinking about not coming to work, but I thought about my pitiful paycheck, lol!!! This week was hard, much like most of my weeks. I’m so tired of being tired, I have no energy at all today. The wind is blowing outside, I just wanted to stand there and let it pick me up. Pick me up and blow me some place other than my life. I look like crap again today, my house looks like crap and I have no energy to fix me or the house. Can you believe a difference a weekend makes, last weekend I was so full of life and today I feel like hiding under the covers. Hubby is coming home today, so that means hiding the sadness away. Tucking it under pretty panties, curls, and makeup! I’ve become such a master at hiding my true depressed self. I hate he has to suffer what I’m going through. I guess I’ll have the 6 shots of vodka, lol he probably would enjoy that side of me!!! Well hope you all are having a wonderful Friday…chat soon!!!

Ms. Fran😊

5 quick ways to ground yourself when anxiety hits – Confident Life

http://www.confidentlife.com.au/5-quick-ways-to-ground-yourself-when-anxiety-hits/

Pretty good read, never thought of some of the things she describes be to do! At this point I’m willing to try anything!

Ms. Fran

Just Making Through the Day!

Good evening good people, finally took some time to sit down at my desk to check emails and stuff. Physically my body is just so tired, I’m dragging through out the day and can barely keep my eyes open. Emotionally I’m no good either, just on this roller coaster ride of emotions. It’s finally Thursday and the week has been draining as usual, can’t keep my mind focus on work or life. My feet, back, head, shoulders and brain hurts. I’m just the walking dead, with no life left in me. I feel like my body is physically here, but mind is some where across the globe. It’s like I’m looking down on my life, like some out-of-body experience. To tell you the truth, I’m sick and tired of just surviving life. It feels like the months are moving fast, and nothing has made me want to get up in the morning to live another day. Now, I know why some people walk around in that Goth look! On the real I feel like wearing nothing but black everyday until my life gives me  some reason to wear colors. Life  shouldn’t be this hard, I can’t believe God just put me here just to barely survive. Trying to juggle life, work, being a mom and wife is pushing me closer and closer to the edge. I’m so busy trying to pretend that I’m fine for everyone, but that’s taking too much effort. The constant whirlwind of emotions, obligations and responsibilities makes me feel like I’m beyond busy. I’m in survival mode, going about my day with that fake smile knowing I’m living under tremendous stress. To you on the outside, I know I look more than capable of handling shit but it’s getting harder and harder. I have so much I need to get done, but can’t find the energy to go on. I really want to thrive, I really want to smile for change and actually mean it. Oh well I’m home now, maybe I’ll have a glass of wine, ok 2! Lol the bottle!! Chat soon…..

Ms. Fran

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