I don’t know how strong God thinks I am! I just keep wondering if things will ever get better for me? I promise I try so hard to stay positive and keep praying, sometimes it feels like the better I do the worse things get. Smh, life has to get better at some point! I just know I wasn’t sent here to just exist without a purpose. If so why does He woke me up every morning, to punish me?????? I feel so hopeless sometimes, feel like running away but I know my problems will run behind me. I know God didn’t bring me this far to fail me. Could He????