Hmm does that title make sense? Can you have hope, but feel so completely hopeless all the time? I get up every morning hoping, then go to bed after the world shouts “NO” feeling hopeless. Nothing goes right, people aren’t right, and I physically just can’t deal. I literally just want to stay in the house and hide, I keep thinking if my husband feels this way about me, what do others feel?! They keep saying, “God woke you up”, but for what? For what? To struggle through the damn day tired, exhausted, hopeless can barely function.! As you can tell this morning isn’t good at all, but I have to pull it together! It’s Mental Health Awareness Month and I’m having the worse episodes of my life this week. Tired of being tired….chat soon!