Having Birthday Blues🎉😔

Ok NO, it’s not my birthday, it’s my moms! I’m suppose to take her out to dinner today, but I’m so dreading it. See every time I’m around mom something bad happens, or we end up fussing. Now, I love the old gal a lot. Sometimes I think she purposely tries to sabotage me. My sister wasn’t invited to our dinner for the same reasons. I hate being this way, but they are totally toxic people. We have fun when we are altogether, but I don’t understand what happens at the end. So I’m dreading going, I feel bad but I shouldn’t. My sister is her favorite, I’m afraid she’s going to ask where she is? I didn’t invite her or my niece. Today I just want peace. And before you say, “you only have one mom”! Yes, I know that, but not everyone gets along with their parents. My family has been toxic to my health for years, and I don’t plan on spending the rest of my life fussing and arguing. So wish me luck, hoping we have a great time just the 2 of us…chat soon!!