I’m up!😔

You ever have the best ideas when you are sleeping, and can’t wait to get up the next morning to put them together?! It’s about 5 a.m. and my mind is all over the place. I just have this scary feeling building up inside of me, but for once I just feel the urge to pray. I’m not crying, not drinking, I didn’t even do something I would regret this morning (more on that later). I actually feel pretty good about where I want things to go, and I feel like the universe is finally in lined with my thoughts. So most of the time now I can barely sleep, because I’m so ready to get up and start my day. I just have so much I want to get done before the end of the year, I know I’m pushing myself, but I got to stay busy. The time is ticking down and I want to be ready, but I can’t help but feel guilty for going on with my life without my boy in it . Yes, I know he’s not dead, but he’s my number one fan. Ok now I’m crying… 😪 he roots for me when no one else does. Again I just never pictured our life like this, but I’m going to get through this. With that being said, I’m going to get a little sleep so I can get my creative juices flowing again. Have a great Sunday!!! Chat soon…..

Ms. Fran

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2 thoughts on “I’m up!😔

  1. Nikki says:

    Good Morning Fran, I know what you mean about wanting to get things done and being so anxious about what all you have to do the next day or the day after that. I try writing a list before I go to bed even if I have already written one the night before of the same thing. It helps to get it out on paper. Also, I use my imagination. I imagine my life the way I want it to be or imagine myself doing those things.. It’s like telling myself a story and many times this has calmed my mind. And yes prayer. Hope this helps.

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