Happy Sunday all, I made it through the weekend without my baby boy, I didn’t even cry. I actually heard from about 3 times and emailed him a bunch. His spirits are up a little, as he is trying to adjust. He has faced the facts that this will be home for a little while. I try hard not to feel guilty for living my life, but I know must go on. So I had a great evening last night my sweet friend, and others celebrating his birthday at a sushi bar. I did go home early, but it was so much fun and I’m glad I got out. Of course I emailed him a thousand times to let him know about my night, lol! I’m so proud that I’ve been handling this way better than I expected, can’t wait to resume therapy tomorrow, so I can feel my therapist in. Being a mom is very hard some times, but I wouldn’t change it for anything in the world. Also I haven’t had anything to drink at all. Yay sober for 7 days straight, yeah I know that’s not much, but that’s a damn record for me. I actually feel really good about, and of course my hubby couldn’t be more happier. I just want to channel all my negative energy into helping myself and others have a better year. Chat soon!