Haven’t been up with thoughts on my mind for sometime. Sometimes I think being a mother is so hard, then the next I think I got this! Heard some disturbing news about my son and I didn’t react very well. I think my sweet Ralphy (my dog) isn’t feeling well and I’m starting to feel a little anxious. Went to docs on Friday and got a refill, she ask how my anxiety was doing. Hell I thought I was feeling ok, but I’m having them more at night now. I also been having urges to drink 🍷!! I really don’t want to break my little fast, but my son just really makes my nerves bad. Things have been going so good lately, I can’t understand where all these crazy thoughts are coming from. I’m bored….,like extremely bored. I have got to find something else to do to occupy my time, as if I don’t have a lot of projects already. Hmmm, I don’t know 🤷♀️ chat soon….